Sunday, May 23, 2010

What Jose Mourinho Brought to Modern Football World

Before I write anything else, congratulation to the inter milan team for winning the uefa champions league........there was never any doubt.......bayern really did it wrong........but superb finishing from milito and the defensive formation of Mourinho was really great.

Again, why did people around the world call a man named Jose Mourinho the greatest manager? is it because he claim himself to be the special one? or because the team he manages always get the win? or because he is a lucky man being the right place at the right time?

What did really Jose Mourinho brought to this beautiful footballing game?
For me, it is simple as a word called Discipline, Reality, and Motivation doing it right

Jose Mourinho's tactics are based on defensive, not that much on offensive, from his days in Chelsea....it is not Roman Abramovich's money did change Chelsea.......it is the discipline induced by Mourinho to his team. As an example, look at Real Madrid or Manchester City.......maybe Real did a better job.....but still not enough.

Whats the connection between being discipline and playing football? Discipline is very important, all professional player have a high level of discipline, except that of modern young stars, but they are still disciplined. The player who are not disciplined can't go much further in the game, see Beckham or Ronaldo, or Maldini or even Graham Alexander......these players are very discipline in their game, in training even not so in the public for some players, but the important thing is to establish discipline in the locker room, in the training ground and in the game. And Mourinho has brought this discipline to his players. Playing a defensive formation, only disciplined player can stick to their positions and don't go out of position, only disciplined player can stay down and listen to their manager and not going for glory themselves. As discipline is very important, and it showed in this year's UEFA Champions League Final. When Bayern Munich have the ball in midfield, Inter Milan's midfield don't go and tackle the player with the ball, Cambiasso did not go and flying all over the field, but, all midfield player's including Eto'o and Pandev, run straight to their defensive formation in front of the back four, letting Bayern pass the ball as they wish, but have no penetration in the final third, when they lose possession, Inter straight go for a counter attack. Even without having lightning fast player as Ronaldo or Walcott or Lennon, they still can conjure a successful counter attack using only two players, the first goal was Milito and Sneijder, the second goal was Milito and Eto'o. Discipline is a key factor in football, and Mourinho has brought them to the teams he managed.

Secondly is Reality, Mourinho has brought back reality into the game. Sorry for the Liverpool fans who are still hoping for miracles and magic, Reality has brought Mourinho to become one of the most successful manager this era. In reality, what do I meant? Basically the reality of competition, the reality of winning games and the reality of having which kind of players in the team. When he took over Chelsea, the team was not that great, a few star players, but not really all that happening, with the money the club provided, he bought important players to fill in important roles and made Chelsea the team that is today. Without Essien or Drogba or Ashley Cole or then on form Ferreira, Chelsea will only be depending on Lampard for everything. The reality of winning, a win is a win, even if it is only 1-0, even if that goal is a lucky deflection, or an own goal, a win is a win even is the opponent have 90% of possession, even if its a boring 85minutes and 5minutes of action, a win is still a win, its 3 points, it wins you cups and it gives the team an impetus going to the next game. For example, Barcelona plays beautiful passing game, free flowing game, free scoring game, that because they are Barcelona, they have key players in key positions, they have Messi, Xavi, Ibramovic, Puyol and all, then now see Arsenal(eventhough I'm an Arsenal fan), same brand of footballing, free flowing passing game, free goal scoring, but why can't they win the league and cup? because they don't have those key players in key positions, they are improving though, but, not all team can play like that, it takes more than discipline and skills to do that, a more easy way to win, Mourinho has brought us, 1) a goal scoring striker 2)a creative midfielder 3)a strong defensive midfielder 4)disciplined back four........the team plays a defensive game, hit on counter attack, or play an attacking game and reserve your back four in the back, not pushing up that much, if your defense can stay strong and disciplined at the back, one goal scoring chance, one goal, is enough for a win. Some may say its a scrappy game, something relying on long rangers and lucky goals, but again, for Mourinho, a win is a win, and he is doing it the right way.

Thirdly, doing Motivation the right way. I'm not sure whether Mourinho did learn psychology or anything, but I'm pretty sure he is master of the minds behind the doors. When seeing him at Chelsea, frankly I must say, he is the only manager who stands by the tunnel and shake his players hand and mutter something to his players, I don't know what he is telling them, but my best guess is "good game" or "congratulations", who knows, even "fuck you" depending on the situation. He does stays cool and protects his player. When Drogba loses his head, Mourinho protects him in press conferences, this is very important for players as it give them a good psychological feel, that their manager loves them etc, and of course sometimes the opposite in the locker room help the players as well, but basically, when he was at Chelsea, he showed the players he was the boss, there is no one above him, and they do what he tells them, and he has brought this to Inter. Motivation and psychological edge is very important for players, especially professional players, if the mind is not right, they wont play right and they wont perform and stay disciplined. And it's a give and take situation, and I think Mourinho has find the right balance of it. Another thing about Mourinho is, he always remind his players about his tactics from the sides, often with hand signs and basically shouting at the players, makes the players feel that their manager is serious and want to improve, especially the ones that are sleeping in the game and got lost. Psychology, the basics of making people do exactly what you want them to do.

As a conclusion, Jose Mourinho changed this modern football world, now it's not only about the players and their skills, but managers, coaches, fitness coach, medical team, kit manager and all, but the managers in a way, manages all of this, and he needs everyone in the team to look at the same direction as he is. Managing a football team, Jose Mourinho is doing it right.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

What is Love Again?

After years of trial and failure
each and everyone was ought to be the one
each and everyone claimed to the one
but none of them is, since they have left me all alone again

Maybe its my fault for not being perfect
not being there every time she called my name
not making her feel better when she is down
not being the person she can indulge her love with

"Love", again what is it?
so many people claimed they know its true meaning
dictionary claims it like that, scientist claimed it like this
for something still very subjective and ambiguous
do we really need to know what "love" means?
so many people have claimed to feel it
so many people have very clear description of love
then again, for something this subjective and ambiguous
do we really need to make a description for it?

For me, love is very simple,
more simpler than 'falling in love at first sight'
more simpler than 'I think I liked her, so I say I love her'
and even more simpler than 'love is blind'
Mind me, love was never blind
the feeling itself cant be blind
cause we all can feel the love between us
even there is no scientific empirical measurement to prove this

Love is actually as simple as
two person who wants a relationship
want to be in a relationship
want it to be something special
and something they can go all out for
but it does not mean that
love is chemically induced
or through logical stratified

It can be as simple as,
both of us want a serious relationship
you want a guy who can make you happy
I want a girl that can give me the same feeling back
Love can occur anytime in our life
sometimes you will realize that
even after years of being in a relationship
I don't have that 'different' kind of feeling
when I was with my ex
maybe your right
but maybe you haven't realized that
what we are going through now
is as 'different' as it is
maybe this is love, two people loving each other
without any kind of obsession or infatuation which makes it 'different'
again, love is subjective and ambiguous dear

Not really knowing how to say it
I'm not really good in these kind of things afterall
but there is no harm in it
maybe one or two controversies but we can manage it

I don't really like to use the word love without serious consideration
but I'm considering you to consider the possibility of this

Plus, you don't really know
that i actually love you
long before you even know my name
long before I got to know you were in a relationship
but since that failed, I'm not jumping straight to the game
take your time, if you can save your previous relationship
try it, but if you are ready to move on to the next level
I'll be waiting for you, on the doorsteps to your heart

Again......n again.....n again
it's you I meant
it's you who I'm trying to be with
you may break my heart now
but come with me to a journey
I'll bring you to a place you never seen before
Bringing this nameless ship of us
to the rough seas of love..

ciao, buano giornata

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

You melted me!

I never had this feeling
This particular kind of feeling
That, its only you that make me warm
melting my iced heart
from the inside

I love you
and I wont ever hurt you
and I have my eyes on you
to see your lovely smile
with that two beautiful eyes
but the thing I love the most
is your heart more than anything

Its something pure
I was just a walking shadow
until you spark it up
with that warmth welcome
that wanna make me knock the doors of your heart
but I'm just scared that the door wont open

I wont stop trying
I wont stop loving you
I'd give anything
to make you mine
I'd do everything
to make sure everything goes right

I love you


she isnt real........i cant make her real....
she isnt real........i cant make her real....
(terselit lagu lak...haha)

slipknot-vermillion part2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBuLRGxaUEI

lalalalalalalalalalala

people call it to obvious
I call it direct approach.........hahaha


ciao, buano giornata

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Happy Teachers Day

Hari pertama ku jejak ke alam ini, 
Diriku tidak tahu apakah yang ada disini,
apa untuk dipelajari,
dan apa untuk difahami


It always started with an introduction,
Like every 40 minutes of the first day,
Just getting tired of repeating my long name,
and getting that shocked look from my classmates,
eventhough they heard it the first time


Sejak hari itu,
banyak yang ku pelajari,
banyak yang ku fahami,
banyak yang ku lalui,
dan banyak yang ku mengetahui


In this place of success and failure,
there's always this entity who never stops,
like ghost who dont stop harrasing, and asking and make sure we do things for them,
to some, they are boredom and forceful,
but for me, their presence makes my day,
satisfying my thirst of knowledge,
my thirst of wisdom and the thirst of experience


Kekadang kesilapan boleh berlaku,
dan hilang punca untuk bergerak ke hadapan,
tetapi mereka ini sentiasa mencuba dan mencuba,
untuk mengajar, untuk melegakan dan untuk menyokong,
sesiapa sahaja yang datang dan meminta bantuan,
secara tidak langsung, mereka ini telah membantu diriku maju setapak ke hadapan


All the years in school,
All the 6 years in primary school,
All the 3 years in secondary school,
a special 2 years in ASiS,
and another one and the half years in cfsiium nilai,
helped me a lot, changed me a lot, make me understand a lot


So to who shall I give credit to all my achievements till today?
myself? Yes, but me alone, cant do all that,
without those entities who call themselves 'teachers',
without them, I cant go far in life, still going, hopefully to the peak


Happy Teachers Day, Selamat Hari Guru.....


Ok, to all teacher who read this, I know it sucks, but, I just wrote it like 5minutes ago, for all of you, mentioned or not, hopefully, this may at least make your day a bit brighter than yesterday.....

Names of the teachers I still remember...forgive me for forgetting, Im a human after all...haha

Pn Norli
Pn Zuraidah
Pn Saraswati
En Helmi
En Rizal
En Hafiz
(dan semua guru-guru SK La Salle (1) Brickfields)

Pn Normawati
En (xingt name but ingt muka, sorry)
(dan semua guru-guru SMK La Salle Brickfields)

Pn Zulina
Pn Hema
Pn Azlina(again xingt name)
Pn Chew
Pn Tan
Ustazah2
(dan semua guru-guru SMK Damansara Damai 1)

Pn Titiyaka
Pn Ding
Pn Azalina
Pn Marlina
En Allen
En Rijal
Pn Rohaya
En Adura
En Shahril
Pn Nor Ainun
Pn Tuan Norma
En Shafrin
En Zuri
En Ghani
En Badrul Hisyam
Ustaz Khairuddin
Ustaz Zulkifli
Pn Azura
and Cik Rosemawati yang tanpa die harapan la BM leh dpt A.......haha
(dan termasuk semua guru-guru Sm Sains Alam Shah yang masih mengajar di sane atau x)

and lastly lecturer2 kesayangan di cfsiium
Mdm Hidayah
Mdm Nursiah
Bro Azib
Maulana
Mdm Jeyashree
Bro Hasrul
Dr Ni'mat
Ustazah Mastura
Ustaz Azam
Ustaz Khaidir
Ustazah Farha
Sir Ismail Kassim
Mdm Khadijah
Bro Mohiyudin
Mdm Azlina
Xifu Naser
Madam2 yg ajar Level6
and Mdm Nordalela

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Astrael

A couple of years have past by
All the memories and our precious
haven't yet been forgotten, but...
it's fading from day by day from my soul
And I don't know why, even
that relationship between us
faded to black
It's been hard to even imagine that lovely smile, carved from your gorgeous looks
It's also been hard for me to accept the 'fact' that we should not be together
That day, after a long period of time, I saw you
but what I saw is someone else, you were not the person I knew
You've changed, you're not the same person I gave my heart few years back
You were not the girl full of goodness and care anymore, but...
You've changed into a miserable being
I now have nothing left to do, either talk or act
to change you back to the one I fell for,the girl of my dreams and fantasy
but frankly.......you've changed......and I should too
Taking the past as a valuable experience to the future
the future where I've made plans for.....or likely.....
I don't know whats up there for me, In the dimensions of Time and Despair......
I should just say goodbye......
Goodbye to everyone and everything that bond us together
Goodbye to everyone and everything that separated us apart
Healing a broken with the broken
It's no easy task, but there should be help
I just need to open my heart and ask for directions
to be in a place, where I can smile and laugh again
taking hold of myself, and most importantly....being myself
The advice which I gave you......
use it for good and you will find your true-self, deep inside of you....
The clock is ticking, like it always will,
Think wisely and be a better human......,
the advice I gave myself



As the title suggest.... Astrael, the sorrowful......being the last and the most powerful bell in Garth Nix's Old Kingdom Series...... After reading the book, Lirael by Garth Nix, and is fascinated by the bell concept, I wrote a sorrow, heartbreak poem under the name Astrael..... it was January of 2007..... but then, only recently, this poem, after a few modifications here and there, reflects my recent break-up, and somehow, this is what im feeling and going through right now......again, this is one of my best poems, read it, n stay alive.....




ciao, buano giornata

Monday, May 10, 2010

My Latest Hobby

Ok, post ni tok share ngn kawan2 sal my latest passion.........which is guitar/playing guitar

Aku start minat main gitar ni time form5, lpas start minat dgr lgu2 metal....spt Metallica sume, and time ni aku terharu gile n terpegun tengok kehebatan kawan2 ASiS dlu yg hebat main gitar seperti Atowk(Shafiq Sukiman), Aren(Ahmad Shazren), Mat(Muhammad Shabirin), Naeem, Scoot(Firdaus), n banyak lagi..... beberapa dr dorg ni yg telah ajar aku basic2 dalam gitar, ade ajar chord, ade ajar lagu, ade soh gi petik2 gitar dulu sume....but then, bru recently, bulan December 2009 yg lpas je aku pick up gitar ngn serious, gi beli gitar acoustic(Santa Cruz, Black) satu lepas dok tengok kawan2 sume main......so, bleh la share passion n jadikan ni sebagai hobi.....n kt uia pn ramai star2 gk yg ade, seperti Awin(Yuzrin), Jak(Wan Muhammad Aizat), Qandak(Iskandar), Zhaf(Zhafran), Bali(Iqbal).....so aku mendapat banyak ajaran2 n sokongan2 bermain gitar sehingga aku membeli gitar electric(Santa Cruz, White) pada bulan Mac 2010 yg lpas.......

Setakat ni, level aku masih di tahap beginner lagi, but aku focus more to theory than songs.....sbb tu xtau bnyk lagu n xcover bnyk lagu....lgipun lagu2 yg aku minat n nk blaja tu.........orang lain antra da terlalu power, or, org xmnt.......so takat ni berkat ajaran beberapa orng kawan, n internet.....aku cm dapat gk basic idea sal chords sume, wlupun xhafal sume jenis2 lagi......n scaling.....scaling pn xhafal lagi, just ingat 1-2shape je.....major pentatonic xsilap aku...... n da faham sikit konsep soloing lpas blaja lagu Iron Man-Black Sabbath.......so, setakat ni, masih lagi beginner, lgu2 sume dpt main ikut part2 dorg, xdapat fully main ngn rentak n timing n all, but tgkla, lgi sebulan dua ni.......

Main Influence

1)Kirk Hammett-Metallica
















2)Alexi Laiho-Children of Bodom
















3)James Root-Slipknot/Stone Sour















Aku bukan saje minat lagu2 dorang, but minat style dorang main..... tiga3 pn main sub-genre metal yang berlainan, Metallica-Thrash Metal, COB-Melodic Death Metal, Slipknot-Nu-Metal/Hardcore, and ketiga3 pn main dalam tuning yang lain, Metallica- Standard E n Drop D, COB-Drop C, Slipknot-Drop B.........but ade gak dorang tukar2 tuning ikut lagu la kan......but mostly lagu dorg ikut tuning tu je..... so dalam proses bermain gitar ni, aku harap dpt master dlm jenis2 tuning, lgi sedap nk main certain riffs dlm tuning mane sume.....of course kene try n error.....but kkdng kne ikut pengalaman gak......

Then, lagi satu, aku minat main gitar bukan sbb Indie Bloom kt Malaysia skng, just main gitar ni cam ade kelainan, die bagi aku gunekan both my hands, gunekan memori aku, gunekan stamina, speed, agility tangan, eyes-brain-hands coordination sume..... so, in other words...klu nk power gitar kne jd fit....bru leh main style metal ni ngn gempak......hahahahaha, bilela nk kurus ni kn?? hahahahahaha

Ni list lagu2 yang boleh agak main, n still dalam proses megemaskini cara main die...

Boleh Main:
1)Iron Man-Black Sabbath
2)Sealed with a Kiss(acoustic)-Brian Hyland
3)Kiss From a Rose(acoustic)-Seal
4)Snuff-Slipknot
5)Through Glass-Stone Sour
6)Das Letzte Streichholz-Oomph!
7)Rosenrot-Rammstein
8)Gravity's Rainbow-The Klaxons

Yang Dalam Proses Atas Sebab2 Tertentu:
1)Seek and Destroy-Metallica (part laju n solo kantoi, xle ikut)
2)Master of Puppets-Metallica (xfaham tab part riff die, kne ade xifu tok mengajar gk)
3)Time is Running Out-Muse (part Tremolo Picking xlepas)
4)Before I Forget-Slipknot (coordination kantoi, xlepas main ikut timing)
5)Are You Dead Yet-COB (bru dapat part by part, but still versi slow, xle main laju)
6)Wonderwall-Oasis (cara strum btul cm xdpt lgi)
7)The Scientist-Coldplay (da boleh main rasenye, but timing n pertukaran chord aku slalu strum 0 slalu)
8)Dead Memories-Slipknot (kantoi plucking die n solo die n breakdown die pn kantoi)
9)Say Goodnight(acoustic)-BFMV (part plucking lepas, but strumming die kantoi)


So, harap2 dapat powerkan diri lagi dalam bermain gitar ni, n klu korg trtanye2 sal band, aku takat ni xminat lgi nk wat band or join band, sbb xpower lgi, n cam xminat sgt sal aku pnye influence sah2 metal, klu dpt tubuhkn band genre metal pn skng ni market xde, so, tgkla, but takat ni xminat lgi.....so, good luck to me....hahaha

ciao, buano giornata

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Bidadari (Tajuk xle blah)

Ku terlihat seseorng,
Yang begitu indah paras rupanya,
Yang penuh sopan tutur katanya,
Bakkan seorang bidadari dari kayangan.

Setiap kali ku menatap wajahnya itu,
Bibirnya senantiasa terukir sebuah senyuman,
Yang cukup indah, sungguh menawan,
Bahawa sesiapa sahaja boleh tertarik dengannya.

Teratur manis kata-katanya,
Sungguh sopan serta merdu suaranya,
Tak penah ku terdengar suatu yang kasar,
Terucap melalui bibirnya yang bak delima merekah.

Tidak pernah ku berjumpa,
Seorang bidadari sepertinya,
Bagaikan emas yang baru disepuh,
Membuat hatiku ingin bersama dia

Masih mampu terukir sebuah senyuman,
Setelah perasaan ku telah diluahkan kepadanya,
Walaupun jawapan terakhir bukan seperti yang diharapkan,
Ku tetap harus menerimanya dengan hati terbuka

Tetapi walau berbagai-bagai cara ku buat,
Diriku tetap tidak dapat melupakan bidadari itu,
Melupakan cinta yang disemai dalam hatiku ini,
Sehingga dirku menjadi lemah dan kosong kini

Diriku bagai bayang-bayang semula,
Tanpa kehadirannya di sisiku, terasa kekosongan dalam jiwa
Tetapi niat untuk berpasrah tiada lagi,
Ku perlukan suatu peluang kedua

Terangi lah semula hidup ku ini,
Wahai si bidadari



sajak ni actually memang I wrote smbl teringt kt someone....but its a long time ago, but mende ni bleh dikaitkn kepada lgi 2org dalam hidup aku, n boleh dikaitkan ngn anezaki mamori aku.....hahahahaha, have fun....klu edit ckit da leh jd love poem dah,wlupun I did edit td.......hahahaha

p/s- xle ltk gmbr pn.....cmne korg wat ni?????


ciao, buano giornata

Friday, May 7, 2010

Senbonzakura

 
Tsikimi (watching the moon) while lying on my back,
In a sampan, following the current of the river,
"A full moon tonight", I said to myself,
Looking in front, this kawa(river) is dividing into two ways.
 
Migi ni(on the right) is full of sakura no ki (cherry tree),
Hidari ni (on the left) is with neon glows of buildings,
It seems my sampan is steering to migi (right) by itself,
Not thinking much, I just lie back down to watch that beautifull tski(moon)
 
In all of sudden,
A strong gush of kaze(wind), making me to sit back up,
The sakura no hana's(cherry blossoms) are flying all over the place,
Making me taking off my eyes from the tski (moon)above,
 
Both sides, it seem like I'm,
Being followed by senbonzakura (thousand cherry blossoms) that's it, ha ha;
A few it also drops into my sampan,
Got some pink ones, and got some in shiroi(white)
 
As I'm not so good in hana,(flower)
I just took one and experimented with it,
I tried smelling its scent,
I observed its structure,
Even counted its petals,
But I wakaru (realise) that it isn't what I should do
 
Hanami...(cherry blossom viewing/flower viewing)
Just watch those sakura no hana,(cherry blossoms)
Thousands of them, as though they're being controlled,
I just hope it couldn't cut me into two,
 
A strong change of kaze(wind) happens again,
This time it's facing towards me,
I closed my eyes, covered my face,
And when I opened my eyes,
I just couldn't shinjiru(believe) what I'm seeing,
Senbonzakura(thousand cherry blossoms) moving all around me,
As though it's protecting me,
My mind get blurred as I'm getting obsessed about it
 
I realise something after those sakura's (cherry blossom) are cleared from my mind,
My sampan is gaining speed,
Oh my god! , don't tell me it's a waterfall up ahead,
I tried to steer to the sides, but it's not working
 
Lastly, I took out my nitou kodachi,(nitou=twin/double, kodachi=a type of Japanese short swords)
Jumped off the sampan, struck it at the bottom of the kawa,(river)
Slowly, staying under the current, I move towards the sides,
Using those kodachi, step by step, holding my breath
 
Gut-tari (exhausted) by all that, I lied down,
And there's that beautifull tski (moon) again,
Maybe I just should stick with it from the start,
Then, another gush of kaze(wind) blows from behind me
 
A familiar kao,(face)
Even familiar hoho-emu,(smile)
"Owh, it's you" ,
"I never expect to see you here"
 
She walked nearer to the river bank,
Lowered that basket from her back, opens its lid
"Hey! , come and help me here!"
Chire Senbonzakura (Scatter Thousand Cherry Blossoms)
 
Thousands of cherry blossoms are scattered,
Falling down and floating on the kawa,(river)
"Is this how you call romantic?"
Somehow, we kissed under the moonlight
 

this is abt my obsessions abt japanese culture n their anime.... any bleach fan could recognise "senbonzakura"...hope u guys will njoy it

and, i do know how to spell beautiful....i just simply make it as "beautifull" as "full"....and this is not only a story-poem, it also have its seconds meaning/hidden meaning behind it.....u can decipher it as you want....

ciao, buano giornata

Violent Pornography(hahahahahahhaha)

Rules:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press next for your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG'S NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. tag 5 friends.
5. everyone tagged must do the same thing.
6. have fun!



IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Scream-Avenged Sevenfold

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Gravity's Rainbow-The Klaxons

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Kiss From a Rose-Seal

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Killing in the name of-Rage Againts the Machine

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
I wanna Rock n Roll All Night-KISS

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Make me Bad-KoRN

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Vermillion-Slipknot

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Heretic Anthem-Slipknot

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ariels-SOAD


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Chop Suey-SOAD

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Atlantis to Interzone-The Klaxons


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Life Wasted-Pearl Jam



WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Needled 24/7-Children of Bodom

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You Dont Know My Name-Alicia Keys


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Sweet Dreams-Marilyn Manson


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Toxicity-SOAD

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
For Whom The Bell Tolls-Metallica


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Iron Man-Black Sabbath


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
(SIC)-Slipknot



WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Prometherion-Behemoth


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
One-Metallica


WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Lonely Day-SOAD



WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Slaves Shall Serve-Behemoth


HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The Nameless-Slipknot




WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Last Resort-Papa Roach


WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Das Letze Streichholz-Oomph!


DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hollowed Be Thy Name-Iron Maiden


WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Cyanide-Metallica


WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Fade to Black-Metallica


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Violent Pornography-SOAD

TAG 5
Shai
France
Farah
Mizah
Zaza

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Jenis Perempuan yg aku nak in a relationship/kahwin nanti

Ok memandangkn aku ni single and available lagi, aku post mende ni, menerangkan jenis perempuan, atau the girl that i want, or perempuan yang i likely fall in love with or perempuan yg klu boleh nk kahwin trus.....

Seperti biasa like everyone, i also want a beautiful girl by my side.....n sebelum korg haters ckp, "dia xhensem nak awek lawa lak"...... aku terangkan balik beautiful tu ape...
1)beautiful for me is, when i see that girl, i feel comfortable with her.
2)when i talk with her, i can follow her speech, and she can follow mine.
3)i dont really care sal cara pakaian nk seksi ke, nk berjubah ke,
nak yuna fan club ke, nk emo gothic ke.....xkisah, but, the dressing
kene compliment her, nampak natural, n she feels comfortable with it.
4)she knows how to respect people, knows how to talk, knows how to respect
people elder than her, knows how to respect herself, n respects me, and
my views(since i see the world differently)
5)who is, in a way, smart, i mean by academical smart, i dont mind she being
smarter than me by academic sense, because i always would be smarter in
overall sense n is more logical n common sense person.
6)at least a bit tall, taller than most average malaysian girls....im 180cm,
i may go to 183-184cm, so someone as tall as me would be great, but klu
pendek pn xkisah gk, this is just preferences...

So that is beautiful for me..... who im comfortable with, who knows how to dress to suit her, who knows how to respect people, know what to say when, open minded, smart, n tall, but of course....this is just preferences....not exactly demanding for someone like this....

then secondly, i dont believe that much in love at first sight at all, cause it dont work on me, i have fallen, like "fallen" in love, but then i realised that, love is something more complicated than that...... then i logically meet n kapel with one girl....then i love her...this shows...love doesnt only "falls" on you, it can be harvested, logically induced n controlled.... before you purist say, "my definition of love is wrong, love is, bile mata berpandang mata, jatuh ke hati, other than that is not love, is it strategically choosing a girl, its not love, n the relationship wont go anywhere!!".........understand this... love is still a feeling...it is several feelings jumbled up, and mixed, and in variety of form, love is subjective and ambiguous.

then thirdly, is myself.... she must understand me, bear with me all the things we do together, n happy about it in the end, im not going in a ladder theory pnye love, i want equal, two-way relationship.....so, as everyone knows,
1)im not good-looking, not even close to bollywood good
looking type, but i have charm in my smile, hahahahaha
2)im very quiet at times, but talk a lot too, so, when i dont talk,
its just my mood.
3)i have mood swings(yes, mood swings, but not like you girls pnye mood
swings), my mood can on n off anytime, kejap seronok2 happy, kejap
bleh muram, kejap dok semangat, kejap hilang semangat, so, in a way,
i need someone who can understand this and help me through it.
4)im not rich, n my parents doesnt work as pengecop duit k.....
dont ckit2 nk mintak duit, nk ni nak tu, if u want it, i would buy it
for you, but not all you can get.
5)i have tendencies to have many female friends.....and would sometimes
kacau2 them, dont get jealous just because of i have friends
6)if i somehow love that someone or what, i will love her fully,
but i will not give her everything, thats just my way
7)some of u may say.."sbb ni la xde awek, dok single je", or "sebab ni
ni la your ex curang ngn u".....yes, maybe right, but to be with the
right person, you need to be choosy,
8)i dont stick to my own principles, so, i may omit or add one or two
details of these, because the most important thing is, im comfortable
with her, and so is she..

owh, n i forget to add, im egoistic, self centered, bad temperate,argues a lot, n selfish.....but not always, i have controlled some parts of me n try to keep calm n have an open mind always, n have fun n xkisah ape orang cakap, but if i suddenly termarah ke ape sume, forgive me, n understand me...

lastly.... like i said, two ways....u understand, i will understand u, n try to keep this relationship....maybe i will add more, but later...

*the "you", is mostly referred to "that girl i would be with then"..... n also, "you"... my readers...so, sort out yourself which is referring to what, malas nk ubah....

ciao, buano giornata

Happy Mothers Day

Mothers Day is around the corner.......so, im posting one of my old poem, i gave this to my mum when i was in form 5

Since the years before,
You're always there for me,
Helping, educating and raising me,
Without regretting the sorrows had been there.
 
There's no one like you,
Full with courage,
Filled with kindness,
Followed by a motherly figure.
 
Till this day,
I've never realised your sacrifices,
Feeling of loneliness when you're not here,
Never realise that you're only doing the best for me.
 
I was sad and sorrowful,
Stupid enough to think that you've forgotten,
Even the common everyone knew,
But realising that it's me who've forgotten.
 
I don't care if people say I don't love you,
It's just I don't know how to express it,
But trust me,
Deep inside of me, I've always love you.
 
Heaven is under your feet,
You're everything I've need, eventhough we don't think the same,
Making myself stand with both of my foot,
I'll make you proud as life lies within me

29th February

its been a long time,

we have meet again,

on the same fated 29th february,

maybe you remember,

maybe you have not,

thats when we first talked,

knew each other,

you just smiled the whole time,

we had fun and laughs,

exchanged numbers and i started calling you,

time passed by,


we were closest of friends,

you shared your problems,

i helped you overcome it,

but then just something happened,

i realised i had fallen in love with you,


but i dare not to confess to you,

kept it hiding and hiding,

until one day i asked the hardest question,

you just stopped in shock,

you said you thought we were just friends,

but i said i couldnt lie to you as ive fallen for you,


since that day,

youve disappeared from my life,

ive waited and waited,

trying to make you the one,

but it just couldnt happen,


then today, on the same 29th February,

i asked you back,

would you be the sunlight that shines my world,

making rainbows appear after that long rain,

making the soil dry,

and animals come out to play,

plants grow tall,

making this world come back to life,


after that long pause,

you just answered that you only can be that sunlight,

which produces the rainbow,

but you still couldnt make plants grow,

or the soil to dry to make animals come out,

the first yes is good enough for me,

let time answer that second yes for,

you just smiled, like the first time we have meet


Introduction weyh!!

blog ni dibuat oleh yang bernama Abdul Rahman Shah, utk share n receive ideas about the world n all..... i'll be posting my poems......eventhough they suck..... my personal views on current issue....n anything comes in my mind.....n also maybe my guitar covers as well, if i get better at it......hahahaha..... so, have fun.... enjoy, goodluck..... n no spammers or haters....i want clean academical n open minded person to comment anything on this blog.....buano giornata....ciao