What is Love Again?

After years of trial and failure

each and everyone was ought to be the one

each and everyone claimed to the one

but none of them is, since they have left me all alone again

Maybe its my fault for not being perfect

not being there every time she called my name

not making her feel better when she is down

not being the person she can indulge her love with

"Love", again what is it?

so many people claimed they know its true meaning

dictionary claims it like that, scientist claimed it like this

for something still very subjective and ambiguous

do we really need to know what "love" means?

so many people have claimed to feel it

so many people have very clear description of love

then again, for something this subjective and ambiguous

do we really need to make a description for it?

For me, love is very simple,

more simpler than 'falling in love at first sight'

more simpler than 'I think I liked her, so I say I love her'

and even more simpler than 'love is blind'

Mind me, love was never blind

the feeling itself cant be blind

cause we all can feel the love between us

even there is no scientific empirical measurement to prove this

Love is actually as simple as

two person who wants a relationship

want to be in a relationship

want it to be something special

and something they can go all out for

but it does not mean that

love is chemically induced

or through logical stratified

It can be as simple as,

both of us want a serious relationship

you want a guy who can make you happy

I want a girl that can give me the same feeling back

Love can occur anytime in our life

sometimes you will realize that

even after years of being in a relationship

I don't have that 'different' kind of feeling

when I was with my ex

maybe your right

but maybe you haven't realized that

what we are going through now

is as 'different' as it is

maybe this is love, two people loving each other

without any kind of obsession or infatuation which makes it 'different'

again, love is subjective and ambiguous dear

Not really knowing how to say it

I'm not really good in these kind of things afterall

but there is no harm in it

maybe one or two controversies but we can manage it

I don't really like to use the word love without serious consideration

but I'm considering you to consider the possibility of this

Plus, you don't really know

that i actually love you

long before you even know my name

long before I got to know you were in a relationship

but since that failed, I'm not jumping straight to the game

take your time, if you can save your previous relationship

try it, but if you are ready to move on to the next level

I'll be waiting for you, on the doorsteps to your heart

Again......n again.....n again

it's you I meant

it's you who I'm trying to be with

you may break my heart now

but come with me to a journey

I'll bring you to a place you never seen before

Bringing this nameless ship of us

to the rough seas of love..

ciao, buano giornata